1st, 2nd, and upcoming 3rd time being high.?

Okay so the first time i was high, it was at my friends house, and my boy rolled up a joint, i took like 4 hits for my first time. I took it right, i took he extra sip of air and all. A couple minutes later i kinda felt like my eye lids were getting heavier. Also it didn't take too much for me to laugh. but i wasn't lit. So the second time was at my school, i took a long *** hit from the joint and i started choking hella bad, then i took another hit, nothing. then a lil later my friend lit another one, it was banana kush. i didnt want to take another hit but i said **** it haha. so i took a hit and that hit me hella hard. i would get tingles in my hands when i would touch stuff. I would have short term memory every 10 seconds. once i didnt know what was going on most of the time, i didnt like it because i didnt know what was going on and i dont like that feeling. basically I was freaking out because i felt like i was gonna stay like that forever. I sobered up the next morning and we smoked the day before around 4 pm. when i was high, it felt like i was in my own world in my friends car when we were driving. For a second i though we were in a spaceship cuz we were listening to wiz khalifa. The only part i loved about being high....was the music. It sounded sooooo good as if there were two speakers at my ear blasting. but other than that i didnt want to smoke anymore. So today my mom is going out and there will be an open pad. and i'll probably smoke for the third time. My question is... Will i get the same freak out feeling even though i already went through it before? Will i freak out again? and how can i p my high quicker?